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so last night i had a bit of an episode..not really. i went to bougies super excited bc i was meeting alot of cool people and then they all ditched me to go drink in a golf course. so i called kristina and kristy and they were really moody about it so eventually i just said fuck it bc they didnt want to be there anyway. but when i first got to bougies ull never guess who was standing right outside my car...
...todd. and the following conversation took place:
Him: Hey
Me: What are you doing here? (somewhat accusingly)
Him: I'm meeting Christy and Ben at starbucks. You're goin to Bouganvelleas?
Me: Yeah.
Him: I think Ben is going there later to play poker.
Me: Yeah.
Him: Do you want me to call you later?
Me: Do what you want, Todd.
Then i walked away. without a goodybe, without one of those hugs that make me feel like i should never be scared ever again, without garantee that he was, in fact, going to call me.
After that I proceeded to call ppl and eventually sat in my car alone and cried. i text messaged Dre a lil bit and then called evan and cried to him. i felt like a fucking idiot afterwards so i acted like it was chill when i finally got to the golf course. eventually it was chill and i was having fun.
after that we all stood in the parking lot of this golf course for a bit dispersed. evan and i went to his house to check in and got a six pack. we went to merry christmas park and talked about scary movies, the meaning of life, and had a contest of who could think of a more random word.
this game ocntinued until 1 o clock this afternoon when his judgement was declared biased and i won by default.
..still waiting to go to college. (i love youuuu Dre!!!)
...todd. and the following conversation took place:
Him: Hey
Me: What are you doing here? (somewhat accusingly)
Him: I'm meeting Christy and Ben at starbucks. You're goin to Bouganvelleas?
Me: Yeah.
Him: I think Ben is going there later to play poker.
Me: Yeah.
Him: Do you want me to call you later?
Me: Do what you want, Todd.
Then i walked away. without a goodybe, without one of those hugs that make me feel like i should never be scared ever again, without garantee that he was, in fact, going to call me.
After that I proceeded to call ppl and eventually sat in my car alone and cried. i text messaged Dre a lil bit and then called evan and cried to him. i felt like a fucking idiot afterwards so i acted like it was chill when i finally got to the golf course. eventually it was chill and i was having fun.
after that we all stood in the parking lot of this golf course for a bit dispersed. evan and i went to his house to check in and got a six pack. we went to merry christmas park and talked about scary movies, the meaning of life, and had a contest of who could think of a more random word.
this game ocntinued until 1 o clock this afternoon when his judgement was declared biased and i won by default.
..still waiting to go to college. (i love youuuu Dre!!!)