A bittersweet ending....
Let me start off by saying that I'm probably the luckiest guy in the entire world. This year has been amazing and now it's time to start BEARING DOWN these last few weeks to let the U of A know what I'm made of. My parents...I love you guys so much and you are always there when I need somebody to talk to!! I love you guys so much!!! I truly won the lottery of life when I was born. My sister...I'm so proud of you!!! She is my inspiration and I truly look up to her. I cannot describe in this journal how close we have become this year...from fighting over petty things as kids to sharing secrets only we know about...you are amazing!! My sister is living proof that if there's magic...it's the magic of risking everything for a dream that nobody sees but you. Despite falling down and numerous times where it would have been easy to quit...she has followed her dreams and never backed down! My roommate is my awesome. He's truly the best friend that I've never had. I've met so many awesome people from all walks of life this year and I've loved every minute of it. Whenever I think my life is shitty or that things are just not going my way...I just think of all that I've experienced this year and all that I'm lucky enough to have and it brings everything back into perspective and a gigantic smile to my face! Sometimes I just laugh out loud it feels so good =). To my family, friends, and the U of A...I've truly grown into who I am going to be for the rest of my life and I don't regret a single minute of it.
The bittersweet ending comes from the girl I've been dating. I guess I'm that kind of guy that nothing comes easy, and it takes a lifetime to really learn how things work. I had some of the best and most memorable times I've ever had with someone and it turns out that I met this girl randomly one night and that's how this all started. Sure, looking back I would have said the right things at the right time and things might have turned our differenetly, but honestly, maybe that wasn't in my best interest. She is awesome, and one night truly changed my life. There's no time to be bitter or to look back and feel sorry for myself for not saying the right things because that one time that the girl of my dreams is meant to be is the one time that I won't have to worry about saying the right thing...it will just flow. That being said, I learn a little more each time with each girl I've met and someday even a blind squirrel will find an acorn =).
The bittersweet ending comes from the girl I've been dating. I guess I'm that kind of guy that nothing comes easy, and it takes a lifetime to really learn how things work. I had some of the best and most memorable times I've ever had with someone and it turns out that I met this girl randomly one night and that's how this all started. Sure, looking back I would have said the right things at the right time and things might have turned our differenetly, but honestly, maybe that wasn't in my best interest. She is awesome, and one night truly changed my life. There's no time to be bitter or to look back and feel sorry for myself for not saying the right things because that one time that the girl of my dreams is meant to be is the one time that I won't have to worry about saying the right thing...it will just flow. That being said, I learn a little more each time with each girl I've met and someday even a blind squirrel will find an acorn =).