not talkin' about last night...
I feel like I keep spinning around in circles. I am not really sure of anything, while I am trying hard to keep my focus. The more I consider my options and try to make a decision the more confused I get. I want to do what is right for me. I tell myself that no one really knows if what they are doing is right. I try not to let my uncertainty take me back to that empty place when I have worked really hard at getting beyond there. This one decision determines who I will be. The hardest part is realizing that it is not who I will be, but who I am and that I will always be that person. One day I will see what it is I am looking for, the spinning will stop, and I shall face my life with courage, but I am a long ways from being there. Meanwhile... I just want to know if this is who I am?