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Feb 16, 2008 10:44

Im having a bad day. Infact, i'm having a bad week.

People have really been frustrating me. Perhaps i'm just grumpy.

Customers in paticular are getting me rather frustrated. More then usual anyway.

People that i work with are getting me extremely frustrated. Especially when the are late EVERY day. Up to 20 minutes late everyday.. and if they were that late everyday.. well that equates to 4 hours a month.. which is 48 hours a year.. which is around $912.00 a year they are getting paid for not being here.. Which means i am getting ripped off about $1,000 a year. Wouldn't that piss you off?

But it's not just that.. it's the fact that she also make a number of personal calls on company time. Which makes her statistics look even better.. because for the 6 calls she's making a day, some of which are up to 20 minutes long.. actually make it look like she's talking on the phone to a customer.. when infact she is busy chatting about how she thinks her boyfriends family doesn't like her. FOR FUCKS SAKE.

Now, i will be the first to admit, i make personal calls at work. But i log out of the system first and then make them. So my statistics are not as good at hers, but i'm being honest for the company i work for.

And the think that really irks me is that my manager, will most likely turn a blind eye to this, because her stats are good and that will look good for him when he is passing on results to his manager. So he isn't going to do shit. Even though myself and other people have pointed these various things out to him.

And you know what? I'm at work right now and i guarantee you that she has been looking over my shoulder and reading what i'm typing. But i couldn't give a fuck. Because it's honestly none of her fucking business and she should be keeping her eyes to herself.

Now i could go on about how annoying this person is and the things they say to customers that are just not right.. but i'm honestly not going to waste anymore of my time.

Unfortunatly for me i have been allocated a seat right next to her from the moment i began working here and although i have put in a request to my manager to be moved nothing has been done about it. So i have been putting up with this bullshit for over 6 months now and it's running rather thin.

I had a week were i was blessed with not having her company and that was pure bliss. I was actually a whole lot fucking happier then normal. Which probably doesn't suprise me.

Althought the thing that really gets to me is she butts into conversations you have with other people.. i'll be having a conversation with Cass, just cass and she'll just in with an opinion on whatever we are talking about even though she was not at all included in this conversation.

And the worst of it all? She's older then everyone else on the team, you would think she would have fucking learnt a few things in life to show her better.. but obviously not.

Aside from these things i'm actually really hating myself at the moment.
I'm fat, i'm unhealthy and i have no motivation or determination to turn things around. (said as stuffing m&m's into her mouth)

I'm feeling rather unloved at the moment.. i'm very paranoid about certain people feelings towards me and i feel very unflattered and very unsexy. Ugh.

Apart from these few things.. and housing issues, (basically i want to get out and i can't until July) things are peachy.

I love my boy, even though i can get frustrated at times. He does his best, it's just that sometimes we think differently and i'm probably the least patient person you will meet. I like things done my way.. and i'm slowly learning not to get frustrated.. but rather to compromise. I've learnt that relationships arnt about making me happy. They are about making each other happy.

God customers can be fucking jerks, someone just called one of our NICEST consultants a bitch and now she's crying. JERKS.

Anyways,

I need to do some work.

I'm out of here.

Erin
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