Sep 24, 2005 22:28
Hmmm lets see...
RECRUITMENT IS THIS WEEK...im soo excited, since i never went thro formal recruitment myself i cant wait to see what its like, even tho im goin to be incredibly busy this week, but thats a good thing cuz if im busy then i dont have time to think about other things! = )
I miss my brother, i love the fact that i can talk to him on the phone and all and he is coming home soon, but i just miss him
i want to know why people lie...cuz most of the time, theres no god damn reason for it
friday was prolly one of the worst nites of my life, the one thing that i never wanted to happen, happened or i finally found out about it i should say, and even tho i feel bad about the way i reacted i still think i reacted accordingly, im too understanding and im too fucking nice, i should have trusted my instinct because i knew, i fucking knew i just didnt wanna beleive it, its soo fucked up and it hurts so bad, but its over i guess, it will NEVER leave my mind tho...EVER!
going to massari friday...that is if i dont have the bowlathon for cheerleading and i do have to be up at 6 for recuitment the next morning...ahhhh idk i wanna go sooo bad tho
i wanna go to harrys on tuesday and cananda on saturday too, but i have 3 tests this week, cheerleading and recruitment...sooo idk if thats happening and honestly i think it would be better for me if i didnt go to harrys on tuesday, i dont need more drama and lies
i wanna say im done with guys...but i know im not, guys want what they cant have and im sooo unbelievably sick of that its not even funny, i like going out and doing what i want anyways, so im not even worried about it
k i have 50 million things to do and one those include sleep since i finally can now that im taking sleeping medicine = )
Until Next Time...