ether moonlight of the blotted train
okay, this is like similar to the previous,
but is a general info post. just to recapture me
for those who sing along.
when i write in the journal:
a) either it is mostly clear except i still show poetic license
b) it is a muddled zig-zag of metaphor that you might not comprehend.
blog:
my journal is (mostly) public.
i have no walls. get used to it or read someone else.
i have a song in my heart, bursting to be lain down,
that is what i do here. go figure.
it looks jus' like my journal under my mattress, except type'd.
I love proper English.
i rarely use it in muh journal,
i write the way i talk.
a little bit country twang.
a little bit urbanite slur.
if it annoys you, i sowwy. but,
i do understand. & i have a tendency
to make up or combine words
as if i had my own language.
there are two shows i never miss:
1) The Late Late Show with Craig Ferguson
2) Doctor Who
i mostly watch reruns of shows i have seen 300 times.
parents
my father is a redneck.
my mother is a lesbian.
"that makes me a quarter lesbian"
there, in fact, is another good point.
i make inane archaic references,
usually i add a dash and a source, sometimes not.
consumption:
i can never get enough of:
a) chicken (i make it thirteen ways typically, delicious! a season for each reason.)
b) coffee (i could drink a pot myself a day, if only.)
c) green tea (cold. hot. doesn't matter.)
d) cherries (any way, all day.)
i drink on occasion.
don't care for the taste of beer, but i drink it sometimes.
(blue moon, budweiser black, or national bohemian.)
i prefer whiskey, bourbon, martinis, and scotch.
i smoke cigarettes (marlboro red 100's (a.k.a. cowboy killers)).
i smoke various herbs.
i have had a horrible past with drugs, but i do not do them anymore.
(cocaine, LSD, crushed pills, even accidentally took PCP once.)
my never-ever list is crack, meth, and heroin (took two of my favorite musicians, afterall).
internet, back in the day:
though, our family never had much money,
at a young age my mother made sure i had access to the things
that interested me the most. one was a computer.
I had a typewriter when i was seven, a writer yah know, but this was
a whole new world. '94 i got my first computer, ("bethany", named
after the first girl i loved) and a year later i had the internet.
been surfin' ever since. first aol. got addicted to napster when it
was free and easy to use. got hooked in to mIRC, as well.
'98 i designed a website to showcase my poetry,
it was called Dynamic Stasis, in fact where my LJ username comes from.
personal:
i am 33. i am single.
i have albinism.
my vision is so horrible
i will never be able to drive.
(though, i have. exactly seven times.)
the first thing i ever wanted as a job
was train conductor. then architect.
i am heterosexual.
i have a tongue piercing i got when i was 16.
i have 1 tattoo i got when i was 17.
i usually have female best friends, but currently i have no friends whatsoever.
i am a poet. i had two chapbooks published. they are defunct and
i cannot even find them anymore.
i do believe in aliens, but
i do not necessarily believe they have visited earth.
i meditate. but, i do not have a religion.
i do not have beliefs. i just have really good ideas.
(that's from Dogma, just in case.)
i believe in a supreme galactic intelligence, i call god.
i do not believe in a heaven or a hell.
heart:
i have a big open heart,
to show this.
my mother's girlfriend during my teenage years was Dawnie,
and i became an adopted member of their family.
while my real family is distant and boring.
they were always close, exciting, and accepting of me. crazy, huh?
i call Dawn'ifer's sisters my aunts, i call their children my cousins.
no lapse. no fault. like Truth to my heart.
i have had as many girlfriends as my age.
i have been engaged four times. (three, before i was 21.)
so, being with me is a pain in the ass. but, i still believe.
in third grade my teacher went around the room
asking everyone what they wanted to be when they grew up.
the two kids in front of me said "policeman" and "businessman".
she came to me, and i told her "in love".
i have been with only a single one-night stand.
& i still was in love with her. go figure.
i have been involved with one guy, but no sex. close enough, though.
i realized it was just a crush, though.
i have been cheated on by eleven different women.
i have never cheated on a single one.
a part two, too come.
maybe over coffee in the morning, i don't know,
but this is a good reference
if you are trying to learn about me.
i am an open book. please don't tear my pages.
peace;(three sheets).
but is a general info post. just to recapture me
for those who sing along.
when i write in the journal:
a) either it is mostly clear except i still show poetic license
b) it is a muddled zig-zag of metaphor that you might not comprehend.
blog:
my journal is (mostly) public.
i have no walls. get used to it or read someone else.
i have a song in my heart, bursting to be lain down,
that is what i do here. go figure.
it looks jus' like my journal under my mattress, except type'd.
I love proper English.
i rarely use it in muh journal,
i write the way i talk.
a little bit country twang.
a little bit urbanite slur.
if it annoys you, i sowwy. but,
i do understand. & i have a tendency
to make up or combine words
as if i had my own language.
there are two shows i never miss:
1) The Late Late Show with Craig Ferguson
2) Doctor Who
i mostly watch reruns of shows i have seen 300 times.
parents
my father is a redneck.
my mother is a lesbian.
"that makes me a quarter lesbian"
there, in fact, is another good point.
i make inane archaic references,
usually i add a dash and a source, sometimes not.
consumption:
i can never get enough of:
a) chicken (i make it thirteen ways typically, delicious! a season for each reason.)
b) coffee (i could drink a pot myself a day, if only.)
c) green tea (cold. hot. doesn't matter.)
d) cherries (any way, all day.)
i drink on occasion.
don't care for the taste of beer, but i drink it sometimes.
(blue moon, budweiser black, or national bohemian.)
i prefer whiskey, bourbon, martinis, and scotch.
i smoke cigarettes (marlboro red 100's (a.k.a. cowboy killers)).
i smoke various herbs.
i have had a horrible past with drugs, but i do not do them anymore.
(cocaine, LSD, crushed pills, even accidentally took PCP once.)
my never-ever list is crack, meth, and heroin (took two of my favorite musicians, afterall).
internet, back in the day:
though, our family never had much money,
at a young age my mother made sure i had access to the things
that interested me the most. one was a computer.
I had a typewriter when i was seven, a writer yah know, but this was
a whole new world. '94 i got my first computer, ("bethany", named
after the first girl i loved) and a year later i had the internet.
been surfin' ever since. first aol. got addicted to napster when it
was free and easy to use. got hooked in to mIRC, as well.
'98 i designed a website to showcase my poetry,
it was called Dynamic Stasis, in fact where my LJ username comes from.
personal:
i am 33. i am single.
i have albinism.
my vision is so horrible
i will never be able to drive.
(though, i have. exactly seven times.)
the first thing i ever wanted as a job
was train conductor. then architect.
i am heterosexual.
i have a tongue piercing i got when i was 16.
i have 1 tattoo i got when i was 17.
i usually have female best friends, but currently i have no friends whatsoever.
i am a poet. i had two chapbooks published. they are defunct and
i cannot even find them anymore.
i do believe in aliens, but
i do not necessarily believe they have visited earth.
i meditate. but, i do not have a religion.
i do not have beliefs. i just have really good ideas.
(that's from Dogma, just in case.)
i believe in a supreme galactic intelligence, i call god.
i do not believe in a heaven or a hell.
heart:
i have a big open heart,
to show this.
my mother's girlfriend during my teenage years was Dawnie,
and i became an adopted member of their family.
while my real family is distant and boring.
they were always close, exciting, and accepting of me. crazy, huh?
i call Dawn'ifer's sisters my aunts, i call their children my cousins.
no lapse. no fault. like Truth to my heart.
i have had as many girlfriends as my age.
i have been engaged four times. (three, before i was 21.)
so, being with me is a pain in the ass. but, i still believe.
in third grade my teacher went around the room
asking everyone what they wanted to be when they grew up.
the two kids in front of me said "policeman" and "businessman".
she came to me, and i told her "in love".
i have been with only a single one-night stand.
& i still was in love with her. go figure.
i have been involved with one guy, but no sex. close enough, though.
i realized it was just a crush, though.
i have been cheated on by eleven different women.
i have never cheated on a single one.
a part two, too come.
maybe over coffee in the morning, i don't know,
but this is a good reference
if you are trying to learn about me.
i am an open book. please don't tear my pages.
peace;(three sheets).