Dec 10, 2005 23:34
Ima do things like I used to, update and write about like everything that's going on, which frankly has not recently seemed to be anything that I wanted to waste time on.
So as Mrs.Langley would say, "We're going to back-peddle."
One thing that I've had on my mind lately, or two actually, are Mary and Alyssa. It's pretty much like were not friends, and I don't think it's intentional, we all are just rather busy. A little too busy though, I mean I don't know about Mary, but I didn't call Alyssa, or get her anything for her 18th birthday! We haven't hung out since like October. It stinks.
On Thursday, Leanne, Jeff, Kit, Chris and I went and did some Christmas shopping, it was fun. We got some pretty sweet stuff. I still don't know what to get half of the people I'm buying for.
More interesting to me, was today. I woke up and dad had came home from Kats, and he started telling me to do shit, and being all pissed off. I hated it. So he pissed me off, and I have my period. So then I call Jake and ask what happened yesterday since we were supposed to hang out, and he told me he didn't want me to go there after work because he'd be sleeping. So I was just like yep, whatever,bye. He just started working in this department at LightLife called, "tempae" I don't know if that's spelled right but, nonetheless, it's a 12 hour shift, five days a week. So pretty much we will barely see eachother. At anyrate I called him again and we hung out before I had to go to work. My mood completely changed after hanging out with him. It was very nice. We talked about Christmas presents, and damn we both wish that I could buy him a puppy but it just wouldn't be a good idea. It would be so perfect, he's always saying he wants a dog. But I guess I'm just gonna get him some clothes and stuff.
I'm not so sure about this Christmas idea either. Here I am talking about buying everyone presents, which I love to do, but I don't think it's going to be that Merry of a Christmas. I don't know where Dad is celebrating Christmas. I wouldn't doubt if it were at Kat's, and I know I'd be invited, but I've never spent a Christmas out of my home before. Volunteering would definatly be a good idea, but I'm not sure if I could take it. It really might be too much, and I might cry a lot. Seeing people at poverty level really gets to me. And there will be kids, and elderly there. For me it would be really intense, but for them it would be normal. So I'm not sure about it, but I may give it a try. I know Jake's not looking forward to Christmas either, and I would love for him to volunteer with me but I don't think he'd be interested. I'll definatly have to ask though.
Well that's some of my thoughts, nothing interesting, just what's up. Peace out everybody.