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So... my first post since GSA. and what can i say? words will never be able to describe how amazing gsa was for me. it was so completely amazing to be around a group of people who loved this so much, and all worked so hard. i made so many amazing friends through this experience, who i hope to stay in touch with for a long time to come. but more than that, i learned so much about the arts; all art forms, not even just musical theatre. and i feel like i've been provided with so much that will make me more comfortable about doing stuff like auditioning for stuff, and perhaps pursuing performance as a career.
wow, you gotta love my language. so technical and precise :).
But yes, I don't really expect anyone to understand about my summer experiences. So I apologize in advance for "annoying camp songs", long-winded talks of my fave counselors and my adorable campers, of my corny lines, and for inside jokes you may know nothing of. i assure you, it is not to exclude anyone or attack anyone. it's just part of who i am. i live for the opportunities i get every summer. i while away the months of school, focusing ahead on what wonderful things i have in store for me. like gs camp. and gsa. and after they're gone, i reminisce, for a long time, until i begin looking forward to the next thing. i have been fortunate enough to have life/personality-changing experiences the past couple of summers. i've warned you all going into them- i probably won't come out the same. and yet, some people stand amazed when i come back so different. It's just... i find myself when I'm away. And when I come back, i'm extremely reluctant to give that up. So I'm sorry for dwelling. But thank you to those wonderful people of you who love me anyway, despite the corny, sometimes annoying, things that I say. I love you all very much.
PS- This really wasn't the intended course of this entry. But oh well, here's where it went.
PSS- The 6th HP book made me bawl- anyone else?
wow, you gotta love my language. so technical and precise :).
But yes, I don't really expect anyone to understand about my summer experiences. So I apologize in advance for "annoying camp songs", long-winded talks of my fave counselors and my adorable campers, of my corny lines, and for inside jokes you may know nothing of. i assure you, it is not to exclude anyone or attack anyone. it's just part of who i am. i live for the opportunities i get every summer. i while away the months of school, focusing ahead on what wonderful things i have in store for me. like gs camp. and gsa. and after they're gone, i reminisce, for a long time, until i begin looking forward to the next thing. i have been fortunate enough to have life/personality-changing experiences the past couple of summers. i've warned you all going into them- i probably won't come out the same. and yet, some people stand amazed when i come back so different. It's just... i find myself when I'm away. And when I come back, i'm extremely reluctant to give that up. So I'm sorry for dwelling. But thank you to those wonderful people of you who love me anyway, despite the corny, sometimes annoying, things that I say. I love you all very much.
PS- This really wasn't the intended course of this entry. But oh well, here's where it went.
PSS- The 6th HP book made me bawl- anyone else?