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There have been no further visions, then. Reassuring, given the disturbance and confusion they brought to so many.
That I saw Rasler... his image, once more... has brought me to consider my situation anew.
I am aware that, had I remained in Ivalice, I would have been remarried by now. My council would have seen to it, that Dalmasca would have heirs to continue the Dynast-King's line. As it stands, so long as I remain in Discedo, I am not bound to this obligation... so many protocols, laws unwritten, duties guiding and shaping my life, which no longer apply.
In one sense, Discedo is a cage, yet I find myself less restrained by my status and all it entails. In a way, I am more like Amalia...
As for my ideals, I will hold on to them as far as possible, for I could do no other else I lose myself.