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I marvel at just how clueless I am sometimes, but Amy summed it up for me wonderfully at work yesterday when she said, 'Dylan, you're always clueless.'
Little did I realise when I organised to hang out with Katie on Saturday that it'd be New Year's Day, nothing would be open. This made me realise two things-
1) I was looking forward to having time off so much that I didn't even take what day it was into account (for most of the week I thought it was Sunday anyway *lol).
2) I'm a loser that's not doing anything for New Year's. I mean, if I was doing something, if something was organised there'd be a possibility that I would realise this.
So is the appeal there to do something special tonight? No, not really. I don't mind parties, but I don't drink anymore and people either become really amusing or boring after they've partaken of many an alcoholic beverage. I don't feel like putting up with drunken old people repeating their one piece of wisdom over and over and over, it gets old. Damn geezers *lol*. So why else don't I want to do anything? A lack of people to be with I guess. I mean, I don't talk to my family, I don't have many friends (I'm trying to get in contact with people again; see last post :p) and well, that's all I can think for reasons but NY's Eve is a pretty social thing and that aspect of my life has been lacking lately.
I don't mind though. I might pick up a bag of crispy M&Ms or something after work and watch anime or draw. NY's never really held any importance to me anyway and watching anime is always fun. Even if it is laughing at how much of an emo-kid Orphen is. Sure, even anime is great to share with people, but I'm used to it. I think Adrienne is about the only person I can share my interests with without either confusing or boring them. Most people don't listen to me anyway ~_~; Amy used to pretend to. Still, it makes those people that do listen to me even more awesome. Though there really aren't many.
Ah well, I'm used to it. Probably another reason why I don't bother being around people really. See?! It's all your fault you don't get to hang out with me! You and your... kind! *giggles* Well a lot of it would have to do with me. I mean, I'm no stranger to being rejected or an outcast. But like I said, it just makes those people that can handle me even more amazing. Extra special love to you people out there ^_~ Hopefully you know who you are.
Actually, I might leave for work early and buy the first two volumes of Technolyze (I love Yoshitoshi ABe's work! <3). Yeah, that's a good way to celebrate New Year's, and better cause it won't cost me a cent (yay for gift vouchers!). I'll probably come on here and rant about how awesome it is when I'm done. I can only hope it's as good as his other stuff. I just think it's interesting that a guy is the main character for once! It's always been girls, to my knowledge anyway.
I've also been working on a magic deck, so my mind has something to play with. It's been fun. I might post it on here when I've done tinkering with it, for something to do ^_~
Little did I realise when I organised to hang out with Katie on Saturday that it'd be New Year's Day, nothing would be open. This made me realise two things-
1) I was looking forward to having time off so much that I didn't even take what day it was into account (for most of the week I thought it was Sunday anyway *lol).
2) I'm a loser that's not doing anything for New Year's. I mean, if I was doing something, if something was organised there'd be a possibility that I would realise this.
So is the appeal there to do something special tonight? No, not really. I don't mind parties, but I don't drink anymore and people either become really amusing or boring after they've partaken of many an alcoholic beverage. I don't feel like putting up with drunken old people repeating their one piece of wisdom over and over and over, it gets old. Damn geezers *lol*. So why else don't I want to do anything? A lack of people to be with I guess. I mean, I don't talk to my family, I don't have many friends (I'm trying to get in contact with people again; see last post :p) and well, that's all I can think for reasons but NY's Eve is a pretty social thing and that aspect of my life has been lacking lately.
I don't mind though. I might pick up a bag of crispy M&Ms or something after work and watch anime or draw. NY's never really held any importance to me anyway and watching anime is always fun. Even if it is laughing at how much of an emo-kid Orphen is. Sure, even anime is great to share with people, but I'm used to it. I think Adrienne is about the only person I can share my interests with without either confusing or boring them. Most people don't listen to me anyway ~_~; Amy used to pretend to. Still, it makes those people that do listen to me even more awesome. Though there really aren't many.
Ah well, I'm used to it. Probably another reason why I don't bother being around people really. See?! It's all your fault you don't get to hang out with me! You and your... kind! *giggles* Well a lot of it would have to do with me. I mean, I'm no stranger to being rejected or an outcast. But like I said, it just makes those people that can handle me even more amazing. Extra special love to you people out there ^_~ Hopefully you know who you are.
Actually, I might leave for work early and buy the first two volumes of Technolyze (I love Yoshitoshi ABe's work! <3). Yeah, that's a good way to celebrate New Year's, and better cause it won't cost me a cent (yay for gift vouchers!). I'll probably come on here and rant about how awesome it is when I'm done. I can only hope it's as good as his other stuff. I just think it's interesting that a guy is the main character for once! It's always been girls, to my knowledge anyway.
I've also been working on a magic deck, so my mind has something to play with. It's been fun. I might post it on here when I've done tinkering with it, for something to do ^_~