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So I gave my newly outed ftm friend his first shot of T tonight. It felt really good. It allowed me to mend old sour feelings of having to deal with my first shot all alone. He was a little scared but I was gentle, and everything went smoothly. We talked for a bit. It was very bonding. Its so crazy that I'm big brother again. Giving advice and protecting my other "butches" again. Not that I'm some expert. I was thinking to myself today, damn... I feel so right at this very moment. Right with the world, with myself. Perhaps my pubescence is settling. I'm having lots of tension with my baby bro.
He tells me he's jealous and that I'm an asshole. ah, well. Im trying to be tender and attentive. Brotherly Q.T.
Have a mini-show coming up. Cant wait..Playing in living rooms is about as much live performance as Ive gotten in awhile. The ball's definitely, rolling. Im sure I need the practice. But I'm excited for this new setlist in front of new people.
I'm really happy that I've ventured into this business project. It's testing every damn skill I have, and I'm learning that I have much to learn. I'm not discouraged though. In fact, im quite happy to jump on in.
He tells me he's jealous and that I'm an asshole. ah, well. Im trying to be tender and attentive. Brotherly Q.T.
Have a mini-show coming up. Cant wait..Playing in living rooms is about as much live performance as Ive gotten in awhile. The ball's definitely, rolling. Im sure I need the practice. But I'm excited for this new setlist in front of new people.
I'm really happy that I've ventured into this business project. It's testing every damn skill I have, and I'm learning that I have much to learn. I'm not discouraged though. In fact, im quite happy to jump on in.