Fasting
I started fasting again today. It makes me feel better. Thinner. The laxatives took all day to work. I'm starting to think they aren't worth the effort. The water pills work. I use Aqua Ban. It's the best diuretic I could find.
When I went out to dinner with my family I didn't eat much. Even though I lost all that weight I still felt so fat sitting there with everyone.
Mom and I are supposed to go shopping this week. I'm supposed to find a bathing suit that fits. Like that's going to happen. I'm going to try out my Mom's water aerobic class to see if I like it or not. We are also going to buy food and stuff so that when Patricia gets home the fridge wont be empty.
I dyed my hair really light blonde. I like it.
Went to Mom's house today and painted the "Taco Cabana" room. The room was a bright pink. (for the granddaughters). Now she wants it normal color. The primer doesn't cover the pink very well. We did all we could and made 60 dollars. Yes, they pay us to work at the house. We wont be back until the 16th
I have to lose weight by the 17th. That's when I get weighed in. I'm so afraid I wont lose any weight. I don't care what my sister said, I'm going to fast anyway. And exercise. Starting tomorrow I'm going to make a great effort during my exercise program and try to do some of the exercises that I can't do, like run lunges.
Hopefully tomorrow I'll weigh less than I do right now. I feel so fat. I joined a couple Ana Mia groups on live journal. I hope to get some ideas or some feedback about my ED.
When I went out to dinner with my family I didn't eat much. Even though I lost all that weight I still felt so fat sitting there with everyone.
Mom and I are supposed to go shopping this week. I'm supposed to find a bathing suit that fits. Like that's going to happen. I'm going to try out my Mom's water aerobic class to see if I like it or not. We are also going to buy food and stuff so that when Patricia gets home the fridge wont be empty.
I dyed my hair really light blonde. I like it.
Went to Mom's house today and painted the "Taco Cabana" room. The room was a bright pink. (for the granddaughters). Now she wants it normal color. The primer doesn't cover the pink very well. We did all we could and made 60 dollars. Yes, they pay us to work at the house. We wont be back until the 16th
I have to lose weight by the 17th. That's when I get weighed in. I'm so afraid I wont lose any weight. I don't care what my sister said, I'm going to fast anyway. And exercise. Starting tomorrow I'm going to make a great effort during my exercise program and try to do some of the exercises that I can't do, like run lunges.
Hopefully tomorrow I'll weigh less than I do right now. I feel so fat. I joined a couple Ana Mia groups on live journal. I hope to get some ideas or some feedback about my ED.