sister and other things
Just talked to my sister. She is a recovered MIA. Anyway, she said I may be in a slump because I'm not getting any protein since I am fasting. So I ate some peanut butter. I was going to buy protein bars but they are too expensive. I will have to get my protein out of beans and such.
Didnt exercise today and tomorrow I have to go to my parent's house to do some painting so I doubt I will get any exercise in ... except the painting.
I joined a few Ana/Mia communities. I am waiting for some to respond. I hope I can get in to them. I know I haven't been diagnosed but I know what I'm doing. Fasting, some night time binge eating and purging.
I wonder is all ANA/MIAs exercise like mad. I feel guilty because I haven't exercised today. I may take some water pills and some laxatives. I order them from drugstore.com so no one knows what I am doing. I'm so sick of exercising and not losing the weight. Maybe it will come off by tomorrow or the next day. Until then ... no eating and back to exercising on Monday.
Didnt exercise today and tomorrow I have to go to my parent's house to do some painting so I doubt I will get any exercise in ... except the painting.
I joined a few Ana/Mia communities. I am waiting for some to respond. I hope I can get in to them. I know I haven't been diagnosed but I know what I'm doing. Fasting, some night time binge eating and purging.
I wonder is all ANA/MIAs exercise like mad. I feel guilty because I haven't exercised today. I may take some water pills and some laxatives. I order them from drugstore.com so no one knows what I am doing. I'm so sick of exercising and not losing the weight. Maybe it will come off by tomorrow or the next day. Until then ... no eating and back to exercising on Monday.