ugh!!
What the fuck am i going to do??! i just said goodbye to mike..hes leaving in the morning. i couldnt let him walk away..i always needed one more hug and one more kiss..i have a shitty feeling about this.
yesterday, me, mike, rachel, and corrine went to rhode island to watch a show. it was gay, but we had a lot of fun on the way home..mikes such a spaz!! i feel bad, though, cuz whenever me and rachel get together we gang up on mike and its..well...mean. it was fun though.
today was my last day to see mike. :( so he came and picked me up at 12 and we had to drive to south hadley to get some stuff he needed for the trip..we got back at 4 cuz there was mad traffic from that golf bullshit. then he brought me home and said he'd meet me and meghan at the mall to see a movie around 7. shes not mad at me anymore. yay? meghan called her boyfriend jeff to meet us there. he is an asshole. i couldnt even believe it. he cant even manage to be nice to her best friend..come on. the first thing he told me was that if my boyfriend didnt let him drive his car hed kick his ass. i laughed at him..hes fucking short and scrawny and hes a shithead..theres no way hed kick mikes ass. but thats beside the point. hes a racist cock sucker..thats the point. shes been picking some real winners lately. she is making a huge mistake going out with this guy..and i dont know if/how to tell her that. its obvious to me that he only wants ass..hes changing the way she thinks, and that scares me a lot. i dont know what to do. i saw amanda and her friend there so we talked to them until mike got there. jeff decided that he didnt want to see a movie becauase, clearly, movies are too expensive. whatever.. so me and mike went and saw spiderman 2. it was good. meghan and jeff did who the fuck knows what and when we came out of the movie she was sitting there waiting for us. mike brought her home and then we went to my house and, like i said, i could not say goodbye to him. this..is horrible. 20 days isnt that long i guess...
WE FUCKING SAW PAT AT THE MALL!!!! dude every time me and amanda talk about seeing him he shows up. first the mall, then six flags, then the mall again. it was awesome..i miss mike god dammit
well..im out.. oh yeah..Jeffs a wigger. which makes me not like him even more..