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I get insanely jealous and I always will. I will always think that the person I am with or that i like can do better, I know there is prettier, funner, more amazing girls that the guy im with could be with. I just am insacure. Ive always been cheated on. Every guy ive ever known, has cheated on me or left me for another girl. So I get scared when i find out zechs hanging out with girls and i get scared when i find pictures and stuff. Ialready know how amazing he is and i dont want any other girl to find out.
I realied my "friends" have all changed. I realized who me real friends are....not anybody i thought. All the people i thoughti knew have changed. I dont like it. I miss abby to much. she needs to come home and make my life make sense again. She seems depressed. Im worried. Life is going by really fast....jons almost 20. he will be in 4 days. my dads been gone half a year. at lease zech makes me happy <3
I realied my "friends" have all changed. I realized who me real friends are....not anybody i thought. All the people i thoughti knew have changed. I dont like it. I miss abby to much. she needs to come home and make my life make sense again. She seems depressed. Im worried. Life is going by really fast....jons almost 20. he will be in 4 days. my dads been gone half a year. at lease zech makes me happy <3