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[dying_to_be_her]

Why can't guys just be honest? Like...about who they are with or what their doing...even if i don't like the person your with...i'd rahter have you be honest with me then lie to me about it. I feel crappy. I know I want him more then he wants this. I know I do. Cause i dont care, I will stop talking to certin guys to make him happy, it doesnt bother me, but he has to be around the girls i hate, he has to. Its not fair. Im just really upset. He doesnt need to lie. I guess hes just his own person doing his own things....like he wanted to.

We are soppose to hang out tommorw. I want to and stuff but it makes me wonder what else he isnt telling me the whoel truth about. who else has he hung out with that i dont know about? I tell him everything...maybe thats a big mistake. Cause he cant even tell me who hes with. :'( i just want him to be honest. i just dont want him around stupid slutty girls. i hate this.

aside from boy problems im trying to clear out my room and get rid of alot of shit. yard sale. I'm in a really crappy mood, i know i wont talk to him about why. I know i wont. Cause ..i mean were not together so i cant bitch. I hardly ever see my family anymore. My mom just leaves randomly with her boyfriend and i wont see her for days. the only good thing about her boyfriend is that hes breeding his little yorkie shitzu and me and zech get a puppy.

idk when hes doing it though so it kinda doesnt matter. im in sucha shitty mood. i need to go do something to get this off my mind