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Well the wonderful fiancee Known as Her has dissappeared, she and me are n longer together. This was my decision because after a massive string of arguments, I was SICK of it! I was sick of having to sit around and play her childish little games while SHE got to simply piss me off and wind me up! now today I had snapped! I was physically unable to stop myself and I shouted at her and threatenned to hit her the next time I saw her. I didnt her her then so dont worry I do however have a disciplinary hearing on Monday which will decide whether or not I can be trusted to b in college with her or whether or not I will be excluded.
I thought with my history of abuse and Hatred and Knowing what it felt like, I would be more sensible and sensitive to the situation but in fact, I made it a whole lot worse. I actually now feel sodding guilty about it and right now you have no idea how fucking much I wish i could die! Hey If I stay in college I might just get that widsh so there you go.
I thought with my history of abuse and Hatred and Knowing what it felt like, I would be more sensible and sensitive to the situation but in fact, I made it a whole lot worse. I actually now feel sodding guilty about it and right now you have no idea how fucking much I wish i could die! Hey If I stay in college I might just get that widsh so there you go.