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you're trying to figure out how you feel
before you end up parked and sobbing, head against the steering wheel...
thank you ani, yeah, that's it exactly...
I am so sad. I am so lonesome. I miss walter so so much and i don't understand why he is so fucking far away and silent. everything here seems so false, unless im by myself or with a few select people. Is that the way the world works? Moments of beauty and clarity within a greater 'reality' of mind-numbing artifice and superficiality? Please provide me with a valid counterargument.
I cannot reconcile the beauty of the natural world with the world that humans create for themselves. At this moment I am not acknowledging the worlds of art music literature thought that humans have created. I do not need to lead the life of a traditional college student. I am not amused by keg parties and meaningless hookups. Would things be better if I were not at Vassar? Thats the question that needs to be answered.
before you end up parked and sobbing, head against the steering wheel...
thank you ani, yeah, that's it exactly...
I am so sad. I am so lonesome. I miss walter so so much and i don't understand why he is so fucking far away and silent. everything here seems so false, unless im by myself or with a few select people. Is that the way the world works? Moments of beauty and clarity within a greater 'reality' of mind-numbing artifice and superficiality? Please provide me with a valid counterargument.
I cannot reconcile the beauty of the natural world with the world that humans create for themselves. At this moment I am not acknowledging the worlds of art music literature thought that humans have created. I do not need to lead the life of a traditional college student. I am not amused by keg parties and meaningless hookups. Would things be better if I were not at Vassar? Thats the question that needs to be answered.