Just another Nobody
My Stinky Stiffy has got a date with Eric!!!! im so excitedable!!!! muhahaha, Im glad i talked to eric...hehe i wuv you stiffy! I see something happening between these two. they are so perfect for each other. tiffany thinks the same thing too! And it makes me happy that i seem to make my friends happy in a way, but im lying when i say that. Notice the smidge of jealousy?! yeah because i do.
Why is it that they can be happy but i am always the one that is not. They have all found someone that like like or "love". But with me, with the ones i like, they dont even seem to care. why. have you not seen me. yeah that is what i thouhgt.i know that is the reason. people like to play with my head and say it is not. but i am not dumb, THAT is the reason.And i am not going to cvhange. i dont feel that i have to! Why, for once can i just be happy. why cant i just find someone that likes me for me, without me changing!? i guess i am just not perfect for anyone.and dont say oh your time will come. i am sick of that bullshit. i mean come on what more do people want from me. i try to be the goodest friend to everyone. i try to be the nicest to everyone(though that has not been wokring)i listen i have concern, everyhitng you name it. why cant someone just look into my eyes and see ME. Not what my Outside appearence looks like. egh i have been hiding this from everyone. WHY cant i be happy! WHY DO THEY GET ALL OF IT!!!!!! egh i cant take this anymore i am going.....
-Christina
Why is it that they can be happy but i am always the one that is not. They have all found someone that like like or "love". But with me, with the ones i like, they dont even seem to care. why. have you not seen me. yeah that is what i thouhgt.i know that is the reason. people like to play with my head and say it is not. but i am not dumb, THAT is the reason.And i am not going to cvhange. i dont feel that i have to! Why, for once can i just be happy. why cant i just find someone that likes me for me, without me changing!? i guess i am just not perfect for anyone.and dont say oh your time will come. i am sick of that bullshit. i mean come on what more do people want from me. i try to be the goodest friend to everyone. i try to be the nicest to everyone(though that has not been wokring)i listen i have concern, everyhitng you name it. why cant someone just look into my eyes and see ME. Not what my Outside appearence looks like. egh i have been hiding this from everyone. WHY cant i be happy! WHY DO THEY GET ALL OF IT!!!!!! egh i cant take this anymore i am going.....
-Christina