I guess skinny is the best thing...eh fuck society!
Well seeing how it is tiffanys birthday, i said i will write in my journal for her, because she says that no one ever updates. So Tiffany, this ones for you!:)
Hmm, so what has been going on with me? Oh gee nothing, maybe the typical drama that partakes in my life. So depressing. LOL
You want to know how i have been? Well i will tell you. Nonetheless my typical bitchy ass, people are stupid, leave me alone attitude, has been taking over me. I am always...lets say, in a nasty mood. i have not seen a couple of my freinds needless to say they go to different schools. I noticed that her not being her, 1. is very so different. 2. i never get to see her anymore only when she gets to school from Backerstown. 3. I feel like i lost a part of myself, seeing how she played a big role in my life. I guess the simple thing to say is that i Miss her so much. the past. whatever. you name it. egh. o well. the only friends that i hang out with now this year the most is steph tiff and alicia and the whole big other gang along with them..lol. i have not been really hanging with Haley. Lately she just has been pissing me off to a point where i don't want to deal with her right now. some of the things she does...egh i wont get into it, knowing how certain people read this. but whatever.
Happyness! yeah that is what i am yearning for. I never get it. it runs away from me. All the time. im telling you know one wants me to be happy. yet they get mad at me all the time when i am mad sad pissy.
I want a boy. But I am not really anyones "type". in my opinion. I am not good for anyone i suppose. but i want this one boy. lol. I mean I dont know why i like him i just like him alot. Heather help me:'(. i need your wonderful boy crap advice:)) it is something unexplainable. BUT HE and I will Never ever happen:\ whatever. i just dont want to wait anymore.
Hmm i dont think that there is anything else to write. Im going and do nothing as i sit here in academic support all lonely and...yeah!
bye bye
Christina/ or as jared calls me.....NUGGZ!!!!!
Hmm, so what has been going on with me? Oh gee nothing, maybe the typical drama that partakes in my life. So depressing. LOL
You want to know how i have been? Well i will tell you. Nonetheless my typical bitchy ass, people are stupid, leave me alone attitude, has been taking over me. I am always...lets say, in a nasty mood. i have not seen a couple of my freinds needless to say they go to different schools. I noticed that her not being her, 1. is very so different. 2. i never get to see her anymore only when she gets to school from Backerstown. 3. I feel like i lost a part of myself, seeing how she played a big role in my life. I guess the simple thing to say is that i Miss her so much. the past. whatever. you name it. egh. o well. the only friends that i hang out with now this year the most is steph tiff and alicia and the whole big other gang along with them..lol. i have not been really hanging with Haley. Lately she just has been pissing me off to a point where i don't want to deal with her right now. some of the things she does...egh i wont get into it, knowing how certain people read this. but whatever.
Happyness! yeah that is what i am yearning for. I never get it. it runs away from me. All the time. im telling you know one wants me to be happy. yet they get mad at me all the time when i am mad sad pissy.
I want a boy. But I am not really anyones "type". in my opinion. I am not good for anyone i suppose. but i want this one boy. lol. I mean I dont know why i like him i just like him alot. Heather help me:'(. i need your wonderful boy crap advice:)) it is something unexplainable. BUT HE and I will Never ever happen:\ whatever. i just dont want to wait anymore.
Hmm i dont think that there is anything else to write. Im going and do nothing as i sit here in academic support all lonely and...yeah!
bye bye
Christina/ or as jared calls me.....NUGGZ!!!!!