i always thought westan thought i was annoying and a fag and i thought he hated me like nick. 
but apperinitlly not.
we hung out the other day then alexs mom caught me and alex together.
it was kool
but today was just an amazing day.
nothing bad happend
and i hung out with westan:)
i respect that he has a gf.
and im not trying to get with him :)
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i havent talked to her in a long time and i finally talked to her today, it made me happy like almost all day :)  except when i hung up.  then i started missing her. but i kept remembering her voice on the phone and it made me happy. i havent been happy in a long time...