why do i only post when i'm not feeling well?
I’m in a funk today.
Yesterday, I was killing pampas grass, which usually screws me up the next day with a clogged up sinus and perpetual headache. On top of that, my eyes are weird, and can’t look at a screen (like this one) for any significant amount of time without needing to close my eyes and look away. I don’t know if that’s from pampas grass. What I know isn’t is my excessive feelings of apathy, my feelings like is full when I know it’s empty. Am I depressed? Not in any way that I’m used to. If you take angst, and smother it in apathy, you get how I’m feeling today. Needless to say, I’ve done nothing at all with my day.