Apr 13, 2004 19:42
I sit here alone in my room
Thinking about you like crazy
And these tears of gloom
Don't even seem to phase me
I'm so used to it by now
The pain inside is almost numbing
I try and smile but don't know how....
These tears just wont stop coming.
I make my hands into fists
So I can hold this deep inside me.
I feel I'm about to explode
And all because you're not beside me.
So sorry I cant please you.
I tried so hard to make u happy.
You're the one thing I can't bare to lose.
So instead I'm losing my sanity.
I changed myself for you,
I don't know whether to thank you or cry
But I feel this pain wont be subdued
Until the day I die.