38
To my love on your birthday
You wouldve been 38
Things have gotten so much worse
The world is still full of hate
I'm sure you would've made the best of it
You would've had some fun
You would've been on so many adventures
Living as though you were still 21
I wish you could really visit me
I still see you in my dreams
I wish i could get your perspective
You could probably make things not as bad as they seem
I wonder what new shows and movies you would watch
I wonder what new snacks you would eat
I wonder if you would paint a splotch
I wonder what new people you would meet.
I wonder if you would still like me now
Or would we have grown apart
I have a feeling we would've been stronger than ever
Nothing would puncture our hearts.
I miss your mom and brother.
I hope to see them soon
In reality I hardly contact them
I just don't have the spoons
How do we comfort people we care about
How do we get over our loss
Its been years and it hasnt got easier
One day I'll make it across
I treasure our memories we have together
Nothing can take them away
I hope you hear me when I tell you
I love you and happy birthday.