Ready to tackle final #2
[ Current Mood| 
READY to take the plunge]
[ Current Music| America's Next Top Model]
I studied my ass off. If this isn't enough to pass the test, I don't know what is. I don't think I have ever, ever studied as long for a final. Not even for highschool exams. I have studied 13 days, basically 7 to 8 hours a day. I wonder if I overdid it? And still I worry about not knowing everything, although that's not a realistic goal. Damn near impossible.
Oh well, I'll try to have faith in myself, and try to trust my brain to have absorbed all of it. Or at least most of it. And the important stuff. I'll quickly look through the outline schedule I made and then that's it. It has to be enough.
And tomorrow at 4, don't ask me about dates, names, places or events. Or even mention the word history. At least not for 3 whole weeks. Because then school will start up again, and we'll continue where we left off *whimpers*
On to something fun: my dreams. I have been having a lot of them lately and for some reason Justin keeps popping up. Very nice! Two nights ago, I dreamt about being in a store where they sold FutureSex/LoveSounds merchandise. Clothes mostly and I was so happy, wanting to buy it all. If that isn't enough, as I walk around the store, out walks Justin from one of the dressing rooms. He's dressed in the most casual clothes (is my mind rebelling against the suit obsession? not possible!!) baggy jeans, red vest, hoody. Just awesome and deliciously wonderful. He has a few guys with him, the only one I remember is Marty. He stands in front of the mirror and shakes his head, saying "I don't know" about the clothes. And I stand there and gape at him. Wanting to say it looks freaking hot, but before I can the dream changes, or I might have had a conscious in my dream. Either way, the picture of him in the most casual clothes and him not being sure about the outfit or how it looks keeps lingering in my head. It's a wonderful image. So sexy, so good.
He can visit me again tonight, in those clothes, will get me all relaxed for tomorrow!
READY to take the plunge]
[ Current Music| America's Next Top Model]
I studied my ass off. If this isn't enough to pass the test, I don't know what is. I don't think I have ever, ever studied as long for a final. Not even for highschool exams. I have studied 13 days, basically 7 to 8 hours a day. I wonder if I overdid it? And still I worry about not knowing everything, although that's not a realistic goal. Damn near impossible.
Oh well, I'll try to have faith in myself, and try to trust my brain to have absorbed all of it. Or at least most of it. And the important stuff. I'll quickly look through the outline schedule I made and then that's it. It has to be enough.
And tomorrow at 4, don't ask me about dates, names, places or events. Or even mention the word history. At least not for 3 whole weeks. Because then school will start up again, and we'll continue where we left off *whimpers*
On to something fun: my dreams. I have been having a lot of them lately and for some reason Justin keeps popping up. Very nice! Two nights ago, I dreamt about being in a store where they sold FutureSex/LoveSounds merchandise. Clothes mostly and I was so happy, wanting to buy it all. If that isn't enough, as I walk around the store, out walks Justin from one of the dressing rooms. He's dressed in the most casual clothes (is my mind rebelling against the suit obsession? not possible!!) baggy jeans, red vest, hoody. Just awesome and deliciously wonderful. He has a few guys with him, the only one I remember is Marty. He stands in front of the mirror and shakes his head, saying "I don't know" about the clothes. And I stand there and gape at him. Wanting to say it looks freaking hot, but before I can the dream changes, or I might have had a conscious in my dream. Either way, the picture of him in the most casual clothes and him not being sure about the outfit or how it looks keeps lingering in my head. It's a wonderful image. So sexy, so good.
He can visit me again tonight, in those clothes, will get me all relaxed for tomorrow!