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so i had a dream and it consisted of alex moving back.. because apparently she moved away and i remember riding in a car with her and michelle by henderson and there was like a hoagie/cheesesteak place back there and a big black dog (a lab, it was a good dog) and alex slept in kates room and i would go in like half dressed and i wanted to make out with her because i made a bet with this guy i worked with, and ironically i also wanted to hook up with him, and alex wanted that to happen bc shes my friend and at the beginning it was me and caroline in a gym and all these girls were bad at basketball and they were freshmen or something and they kept losing the balls and we would throw them around like idiots behind this screen thing that stood between us and the court. there were people. there was a bag that had like 6 doughnuts in it that kept appearing and disappearing and i wanted to eat them. they were glazed. i finally got the bag to my house where alex no longer lived oh but there was this secret passage i knew about from when me and dana and sara broke into her house in this other dream bc we were at camp and we left and went into the woods and we were at the beach and playing this game but the waves were huge and then we were walking around the island and people were going to capture us and kidnap us and they did but i dont remember the rest, so at this house i was wearing meghans bikini and she was awesome and then i was omniscient and the little kid had the key and the police found it and i felt guilty bc i felt like i was in the little kids shoes even though i wasnt. intense. and then i had to explain to alex why me and dana were at the house bc we wanted to go back again and re-enact it ( its a recurring dream of mine ) and then wake up.

ok tim kelley thinks i want to hook up with him, victor thinks im in love with him, pat maurin aww im sad bc nothing ever got established between us and then i really like mike and i need to be careful and i dont know im being really antisocial lately
oh well
and like i know im a brat but like im expecting it and its like a movie its just not real and it hurts. i have a c in history. dont ask.