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were not the same i cant even trust it didnt matter that they knew but it matters that i hurt and that i feel this pain and you DONT YOU DONT YOU DONT
you dont understand this pain you dont live it and you dont think like i do and i hate when they compare us because i will always lose in school but i will win in everything else dont you ever fucking doubt that i will beat you i will destroy you i am so much better than you in every way and you are only where you are because you have me to hold you up and i hate hate hate hate hate this
i hate school
i hate home
i hate life
i quit i quit i quit i just want to read and write and listen and sing and never live never never never never never live
YOU MAKE ME LOSE BUT I CANT LOSE TO YOU I WILL LIVE UNTIL YOU LEARN THE TRUTH EVERYONE WILL KNOW TRUTH SOMETHING WILL HAPPEN FINALLY AND THEN I CAN TAKE A BREAK JUST REST
JUST REST
I JUST WANT TO FUCKING REST MY HEAD AND MY BODY AND MY ACHING ACHING HEART AND I HATE WHAT YOU DO TO ME
you dont understand this pain you dont live it and you dont think like i do and i hate when they compare us because i will always lose in school but i will win in everything else dont you ever fucking doubt that i will beat you i will destroy you i am so much better than you in every way and you are only where you are because you have me to hold you up and i hate hate hate hate hate this
i hate school
i hate home
i hate life
i quit i quit i quit i just want to read and write and listen and sing and never live never never never never never live
YOU MAKE ME LOSE BUT I CANT LOSE TO YOU I WILL LIVE UNTIL YOU LEARN THE TRUTH EVERYONE WILL KNOW TRUTH SOMETHING WILL HAPPEN FINALLY AND THEN I CAN TAKE A BREAK JUST REST
JUST REST
I JUST WANT TO FUCKING REST MY HEAD AND MY BODY AND MY ACHING ACHING HEART AND I HATE WHAT YOU DO TO ME