i feel like im going to pass out and my heart will explode!
okay my mom just checked the mail and i guess there was a certified letter we missed to sign for from my college!!!!!!!!!! she is like wtf???? i told her i didnt know.........i honestly think it was notification that i got dropped from my classes or that im failing all of them...................i feel so sick and holy shit im going to have the worst xmas ever.........................i hate my life and i hate myself and im going to fucking be sick.........................i hate it so much im fucking going fucking insane..............................