regular entries where have you gone?
Hey everyone... I apologize for being so distant on lj... I really don't have an excuse... I mean I am not getting online as much as i used to (in part because my laptop drives me insane with it's shittyness) and that I hardly ever have time. I mean i do NOTHING and mean while my days seems to just pas me by. Next week I will be starting a much better schedule at work. I have been working early shifts for the last month and a half or so and it has been killing me... I usualy cant go to sleep before 12:30 1:00 am, and I have to get up ay 7:00am for work... At least this way if I can at least keep going to bed at the same time, I will be able to wake up at 9. I have been putting money aside for a car. I'm up to 200$ !!! YAY... I either need to start doing serious overtime, or what I think I will actually do, is get my p.t. license. I have been looking at prices and it's going to cost like 700$ to get my license. Im actually going to do my taxes this year so hopefully I'll get money back there in order to pay for it. I am now at my heaviest ever... I weighed in at 270lbs this morning... I was looking at myself in the mirror the other day and I am literally ashamed at how my hard work from last year has been wasted. I am going to be joinning a gym sometime very soon. This time last year, I was on my way down to 207lbs. I get disgusted when I think about it... I know I shouldnt go on and on about it but, I just am dissapointed with myself. Anyways I will try and post more regularly. big hugs!