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...to earn money so i could be loaded enough to take care of sam if she needed it. money was always an issue with us. i want her back. so bad. i'm trying to still be nice when she isn't. and when she does things to make me cry. but sometimes i can't help but be snappy when my heart feels stabbed. i know that sometimes it's got to be subconscious. but it still hurts. i don't know what else i need to do. i'm not giving up till she gets engaged again. then i'll try harder. me and her were meant to be