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sometimes i don't know what to think. i like my life. just some things are hard. i miss sam right now. but she hasn't tried to really contact me. i don't want to be the first one. i don't want to seem like i'm suffocating her. i guess that's why i got so fucked up last night. that way i wouldn't have to think about how i missed her. ah well. and she's still not home. that means i definateky get to use the car tonite