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well damn its 12 30 andi just now got a minute to sit down. today was crazy. well starting off with yesteday...i'm not talking with robert and i dont care but i'm just upset that he would put me in a category with his other nasty bitches, so i'm thinkin things with robert and i will never be the same but hey its ok cause i dont need more drama. i just now regret not having alittle bit more fun on friday night. anyways well today nothing special happend in school, brooks was so drugged up he came into lunch and laughed his ass off the whole time and pointed at his hand and said "puff puff" cause its all swolen. justin took me home today and danielle and i didnt communicate much. this afternoon i go out to subway with justin..and his girlfriend gets mad about it and all and i just flip out cause justin is my friend and ive known him forever and this girl has only known him like a week. but whatever. then i get home and more drama goes on with justin and his mom and so i try to help with that, then brooks calls me askin if i need a ride tomorrow but i said no cause tomorrow isnt thursday and he got really confused. then he told me he likes megan and blah blah blah. last year it was megan and colin, now its megan and brooks, i just never get a break with that girl. but i'm not gonna let it ruin anything cause brooks and i are real close. so then i get off the phone with brooks and talk to justin again then brooks calls Again , id ont even know why he called and we talked about a lot of shit and now i'm just all fuckin confused about everything, whens it gonna stop? so then brooks informs me that he wants to go on the cruise with me so ever since then ive been talking with my mom about it and my moms been fighting with ted about it and as it looks now broook is prob. coming. i have no idea. my head is spinning, i dont understand anything thats going on. and i feel like i cant believe anythign that anyone says, after this weekends events. i just dont know. but i didnt even touch my bookbag so i didnt do homework. i started crying when i was talkin to my mom cause i just dont have any girlfriends. and i was like...mom i'm sorry i dont have any girlfriends, i only have 2 good ones and so thats why brooks is like my only option for going now. and she understands and she said i dont need to be sorry and all. drama drama drama , i'm not mad at anyone, i'm just confused and i dont want things to be weird between megan and i but yet i like dont wanna talk to her tomorowr. all week i havent wanted to talk to anyone or be touched. ok well yea enough i'm goin to bed and then tomorrow i have alot of shit to do and figure out.. soo <3