Family frustration
OK so I now see how I could addicted to this. Today I am frustrated by extended family. SO I am going to unload here and not to them. Since I'm pissed about them complaining to me, when I have not done likewise. First- Dad. Bitching at me about the boys not unpacking into drawers and leaving wet towels around upstairs at the beach. Then Kathy saying Patrick's version of clean the bathroom didn't cut mustard. After she left the girls while I was out processing and had no Liz for a month. I left school early to entertain and missed part of Shaun's spring football scrimmage and took Jamie with us to pick up Patrick from the airport which I was looking forward to being just the four of us. But I didn't complain. Then Mom and Kathy give Shaun the once over for leaving Robbi out when He's just trying to spend time with his brother before he leaves. The girls are always getting their feelings hurt over one thing or another. The boys are more thoughtful of others feelings on a pretty regular basis. Leave them ALONE. I won't send them to spend time with you anymore. I don't want to got to the beach. I never get to enjoy it much alone anyways. Brian was good the other night- going over to Dad's so I could just face him after he pissed me off instead of letting it steam. Please let me just love them without resentment. But I need to stop people pleasing. Let me just enjoy my boys. All three wonderful boys.