Apr 21, 2008 17:07
Why do you have to be creepy and 31? You are so attractive and you showed me attention like I wanted. You look my age, and Lor knows you are built like a 20 year-old. Its really not fair that you tricked me. I see you on campus and its so hard for me to ignore you. I want to see you. I want you to sweep me off my feet. It's not like you really would though. After all, you are 31 and you're still in college because you were/are an alcoholic. Maybe that's the problem. They say girls are attracted to men like their fathers. It explains my attraction to addicts.
Diana and I got into it yesterday. She doesn't understand how selfish she is. She completely controls my life. there is a part of me that can't wait to get home to escape her...right into the arms of my crazy mother. I can't decide which is worse, which is the lesser of two evils?
Sometime i wonder why I spend so much money. I need to start saving so I can maybe buy a new car. It doesn't have to be brand new, but something within the last 5 years would be nice. Something with better gas mileage would also be nice.
I can't believe how many people I've pissed off these last two weeks. I guess I should try not to but Honest Veronica just keeps coming out. I'm so tired of getting walked all over. I just want people to succeed and I want to help them and in doing so, I get taken advantage of.
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