Peace, love and deathmetal
I feel an erie sense of calm. Like the warm sunny aftermath of a devastating storm. Drudged up a lot of old memories, memories both painful and shameful. But the past is the past. And with this new day, a new feeling of comfort ensues. Happiness is still far off beyond the horizon, but for the first time in a long time I can lay my head down tonight with at the very least a feeling of content for who I am, and who I will become. My twisted view allows me to find the humor in life's irony. The comedic tragedy. I only wish I knew how things will end up.