Jan 14, 2004 20:42
WAHOO! today I woke up went to school ... bla bla bla after school stood out in jury with Gary while he changed his tire. damn flats. lol then car wash then back to jury then roy rogers. then Gary and I went back to his casa. good times! I know all of our friends might think we're crazy but at this point I don't care. I love him with all my heart and hes the greatest thing that has ever happened to me! I sware, I never thought I would be this happy and now that I am I'm not going to let it get away. we were hangin out and Gary asked me to marry him. it wasn't like all the other times he asks cuz this time it was for real. it's kinda offical but when he gets the thing that goes on the finger hes gunna make it offical offical. it was more of a promise to me that we will be together forever and I will be his wife and he will be my husband! I can't wait for the day to arive. I cried! a lot! but hey thats only cuz hes the only thing that can make me this happy. I love him and everything about him! the feeling of knowning I'm with the person I love and care about with all my heart and that he loves and cares about me too is so beyond any feeling of happiness I ever thought I felt. He is seriously the greatest thing that has ever happened to me and I thank God every day for giving me something so great and something that brightened up my life and giving some meaning to my life. before him I never really understood why I was here or why I was so upset all the time or why I was so depressed but now I know that all I needed was him to walk into my life and brighten my life. I love him for that. I sware nobody can understand how much of a happy person I am at this very moment. I have everything I need and it's sitting right beside me! well now that I'm starting to cry again ... I'll leave at that note. I love Gary Alan Simone Jr. with all my heart! I will love him for the rest of my life, untill the day I die! thats the Gods honest truth!
ooh yeah ... IT'S SNOWING!
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