dreams
Dreams
For the readers out there, have you ever had a dream taht you wish would stop, or go away. Well I have, I've actually have had several, and they always are around one point, and it scares me half to death.
A few times lately, I've had a dream that involved Henry dying, and I'm trapped in the dream, because it feels so real. I can't seem to escape it, until one point, then I wake up, usually having my pillow soaked in my tears, and I can feel them on my face. I then roll over and see Henry, snoring away, and I know everything is ok. I then usually cuddle up with him, not letting go.
Well this happened again last night, but I think it was also connected to an actual recent death amoungst one of my friends. See I was visiting my sister, and she had a police scanner on, and was listening in, and we heard of a Red Tahoe, that crashed on the Moscow Pullman Highway, and the driver was dead. Well there are a couple of red tahoe's so I was hoping it wasn't Henry. I texted, and waited, but he didn't return it, so I called. Same thing. Well finally I get in my car, crying the whole time, until I arrive on the scene, and it was his car. That's when I knew I was trapped, cuz it was just a whirlwind of images, that I can't even remember now, but I woke up yet again, tears and all. I'm even tearing up as I type this.
Why is it that dreams have such a profound impact on us, and why are they so powerful that they're hard to escape. As if you're mind is trapping you inside, like something out of the cell.
They say that dream are usually sending a message to us, and that we have to interprate it, but I don't know how to do that with this dream. I don't want Henry to die, I don't wantour relationship to die, so then what else? I don't know how much more you can interprate death. It's just odd to have these dreams, though they're all different, they all end up the same.
Well I just wanted to put that out there, just needed to say it somewhere.
For the readers out there, have you ever had a dream taht you wish would stop, or go away. Well I have, I've actually have had several, and they always are around one point, and it scares me half to death.
A few times lately, I've had a dream that involved Henry dying, and I'm trapped in the dream, because it feels so real. I can't seem to escape it, until one point, then I wake up, usually having my pillow soaked in my tears, and I can feel them on my face. I then roll over and see Henry, snoring away, and I know everything is ok. I then usually cuddle up with him, not letting go.
Well this happened again last night, but I think it was also connected to an actual recent death amoungst one of my friends. See I was visiting my sister, and she had a police scanner on, and was listening in, and we heard of a Red Tahoe, that crashed on the Moscow Pullman Highway, and the driver was dead. Well there are a couple of red tahoe's so I was hoping it wasn't Henry. I texted, and waited, but he didn't return it, so I called. Same thing. Well finally I get in my car, crying the whole time, until I arrive on the scene, and it was his car. That's when I knew I was trapped, cuz it was just a whirlwind of images, that I can't even remember now, but I woke up yet again, tears and all. I'm even tearing up as I type this.
Why is it that dreams have such a profound impact on us, and why are they so powerful that they're hard to escape. As if you're mind is trapping you inside, like something out of the cell.
They say that dream are usually sending a message to us, and that we have to interprate it, but I don't know how to do that with this dream. I don't want Henry to die, I don't wantour relationship to die, so then what else? I don't know how much more you can interprate death. It's just odd to have these dreams, though they're all different, they all end up the same.
Well I just wanted to put that out there, just needed to say it somewhere.