Let's pretend we don't exist
So, this time tomorrow my degree is over. There is this horrible sense of sick nervousness upon me right now. Knowing there is little that I can do now to change what's going to happen tomorrow. I feel unquestionably underprepared for one exam and strangely prepared for the other. I do not like this.
Three years are completed tomorrow. *shudders* I can honestly say I don't think I was this distressed/worked up about my exams for the whole rest of my degree or for my final A level exams particularly. So why on earth am I so unbelieveably scared about tomorrow?!?!
Oh and I didn't get into either Goldsmiths College or Sheffield uni for my Masters. There's one more uni I'd like to go to but I still haven't sent them my application form yet so that might not materialise at all. However I've been trying to prepare for these exams so I haven't even thought about finishing the last little bit I need to do for this application. Plus I'm fed up of not knowing what's happening next year and knowing that I am homeless as of 30th June.
Anyways enough of the nervous ramblings, I'm going to wash up and then try and calm myself with another quick squiz at revision before I give up and decide that there's absolutely nothing more I can do except turn up to the exam tomorrow. xx
Three years are completed tomorrow. *shudders* I can honestly say I don't think I was this distressed/worked up about my exams for the whole rest of my degree or for my final A level exams particularly. So why on earth am I so unbelieveably scared about tomorrow?!?!
Oh and I didn't get into either Goldsmiths College or Sheffield uni for my Masters. There's one more uni I'd like to go to but I still haven't sent them my application form yet so that might not materialise at all. However I've been trying to prepare for these exams so I haven't even thought about finishing the last little bit I need to do for this application. Plus I'm fed up of not knowing what's happening next year and knowing that I am homeless as of 30th June.
Anyways enough of the nervous ramblings, I'm going to wash up and then try and calm myself with another quick squiz at revision before I give up and decide that there's absolutely nothing more I can do except turn up to the exam tomorrow. xx