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Mar 05, 2003 20:25

I wanna go out and have fun tonight...why are Backie and Frank so boring. Instead, I think we are having a goth movie fest. But I watch movies so often and recently I have had a desire to be social... I think it's the new medicine, honestly, though that sounds trite.

After class today I went to the library and picked up another few CDs. Fun fun. Then I got some new CDs at Virgin (Low, and Lycia) and a book on Goth stuff. Even more fun. Though gothism is not supposed to be fun. It is supposed to be dark and gloomy. So let me rephrse that: "Even more dark and gloomy." I also got some makeup at Ricky's (don't tell my mom). I got some colored eye shadow, so I have some variation from the black I normally wear, as well as some very pale foundation to cover up the freckles which fill my face, and I got some black lipstick. Ooo. So sinister, dark, and gloomy.

I really am tempted to abandon my dear friends and go have some dark and gloominess. I will see what my options are, though I do not really like going out solo to bars and clubs. It makes me sort of depressed. But then again, isn't that the mood I'm going for?
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