Apr 03, 2005 01:24
Go Fuck Yourself
I'm an Asshole and I approve this message
Sorry to any I offended with my title, well not really, but it's the politically correct thing to do, cause I don't think any of you know Terri Schiavo or Krisitie Alley, if you do, then i truly am sorry, it's not funny when it's about someone you know, but I know neither so i think its hilarious, but I'm fucking demented and an asshole. So yeah, I just drank two red bulls, and i'm going to finish my english paper after i'm done updating my journal. What's new with me, nothing really, Me and Tommy Boy went to the Thistle on Monday, damn it was some good eatin. So the first time in my life school is my top priority, not that i'm actually worried about it, but I know if i don't pull up my socks these next couple weeks i'm not going to make it. So instead of worrying about it, i'm gonna do something about it. Doug, do school work and study a lot. what the fuck. I actually didn't go out Friday or Saturday, instead i'm staying up late and writing my papers. If you haven't read Tintern Abbey by William Wordsworth or The Rime of the Ancient Mariner by Samuel Taylor Coleridge, do so. They make you think. In fact, go buy the English 100 text book and read it, if you actually analyze most of the stories in there they will make you think. Thinking is the greatest thing humans have ever invented (ha?) but really I love thinking. How gay does that fucking sound, but i do. Maybe that's why I like arguing with people so much, it's exercise for your brain. I always thought that Math was the best subject because you have to think about stuff not just recurgitate (spelling?) like most other subjects but with my prof this year in english he doesn't care about most of the stuff most dumb fucking teachers and professor around here. He believes in ideas are the greatest things, not grammar, or being able to remember 100 lines from some story. He actually actually made me decide to minor in English instead of Political Science, I thought Political Science might have more thought processes involved in it, but with the 3 courses i took this year, it was all rewriting what other people said or what the prof said. How fucking gay, It's bad enough i'm PAYING for a useless education that doesn't help me with what I want to do, but you don't even get to think. Just remember. Which is weird cause i'm doing a paper right now about memory, but it's more about nostalgia then remembering facts and dates. Oh yeah, I don't curse cause I think it's _fucking_ cool. it's part of my vocabulary, i don't think i'm a badass because i do it. I noticed while writing this i curse more then others when writing there journals. But i mean that's just how I talk, and to tell you the truth, i don't really fucking care, hahahaha, how amusing i am too myself, maybe not others, but I can always make myself laugh.
Life is an illness, you are dying from the day you are born
Oh yeah, the Pope is dead, fuck that sucks, my life has changed so much now because of it. Now we get to hear about him for the next 2 weeks on the news. This is why I don't watch the news, that and the news are owned by corporations and only report what they want you to hear. So what's the point, the news no matter how unbiased it's supposed to be, is gonna be biased. Just like everything else in life, including me. I'm very biased and hypocritical, tho not as hypocritical as people who say they aren't! This isn't a rant towards any person, or any company or anything like that. It's just what's going through my mind while I am typing. I type what I think, some people talk about other things, like what they did last week and shit, well I put in that I went to the Thistle last week. I dunno, I use this journal to get out my ideas, not to tell people what I did last week, that's just me, not you. You don't like my ideas, don't read. You think i'm ranting all the time, don't read. I call these things rants myself, but there not really. Just electronic pulses in my brain forcing me to type what's on my mind.
Oh ya
Go Fuck Yourself
(don't you love how I end most of my posts with)
I love you all, don't take go fuck yourself seriously, actually don't take me seriously, I might have suggestions for you, but there in no way orders, and there probably not even directed at you, maybe just how I wish I could change myself subconciously. man red bull makes you think a lot. I wish the shit wasn't like 3.54 a can. Anyway off to the world of Wordsworth and Colerdige
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