Listening to some loud fucking music bopping my head.........

[dug97]

right now i'm writing my 2nd post in like an hour while listening to some loud fucking music and bopping my head which is getting rid of my bad feelings (i think im releasing negative energy- no i don't mean aura shit, i mean energy like run a lap type) even tho this post might make you think otherwise. This is just my opinion i'm not saying im right or wrong or that even I live by this but I still believe it. Out of how many people that are going to read this going to be alive in 100 years, 80 years, 60 years. What I'm trying to say that we spend so much time doing stuff that is totally pointless when we have such a short period of time on this earth. I am going to spend from age 5 to 26 at least 1/3 of my waking life in school. Which is going to give me the ability to create something with myself.(In other words, get some fucking job that pays enough to keep me from quitting) I want to be a teacher, and I honestly believe that is the greatest job in the world when done properly. You are teaching kids things they are going to use later in life (and i'm not just talking book-wise) how to set goals, be social, stuff like that. but right now i'm in a school that charges way too much to teach me shit that I'm never going to fucking use later in life. Most of the professors are totally fucking useless, not all of them though. So i'm pretty much wasting precious time in my life, learning stuff that doesn't matter by people who couldn't teach a kid there fucking times tables. What happened to teachers college? Universities are being ran too much like businesses out to make the biggest profit possible. Teachers college got assimilated by the other universities around here and now we need to waste 4 years getting a fucking BA to then get our Bed(Bachelor of Education, not the thing you sleep on). So anyway, that's why school doesn't matter that much to me. I think it is the dumbest thing fucking possible. I want to get the fuck out of here and kiss it goodbye. Anyway, people who do everything by the book never get remembered anyway if that type of shit matters to you. Cause your gonna be dead in 80 years, there is no god, so don't expect a heaven. If getting remembered is your thing, then look outside the fucking box. If we conformed to what other people believed. The world would still be flat, in the center of the universe, created 4004 B.C., there'd be no such thing as pythagoras therom, gravity or the light bulb or punk music, all I'm saying is you gotta be able to look outside the box. I want to teach kids the ability to be able to tackle any problem they encounter, and I want the kid to be able to go into a question without bias, with the lid open on the box so they can look outside it. Who knows when the kid you are teaching learns to treat cancer, or figures out how to create a non-pollution energy cheaply, or how to make buildings 100% earthquake proof. I mean that's what I want to do in life, I don't want to be remembered, I just want to be happy and give even just one kid the chance to change the world. Or even just change the world in his eyes. Teaching has so many possibilities. I'm not ragging you guys who don't want to be teachers, I'm just saying it's what I want to be so bad and I might not get the chance because i need a certain amt. of 300 level courses or something so fucking dumb or maybe my avg. will be 1 percentage point below the requirement. Anyway, your gonna be dead in 80 years, if you got something you wanna do in life, I'd say you might wanna get it done in the next 80 years. Don't expect a god, but live your life as if there is one. Or if you don't like that, just treat other people with respect. Fuck God, Fuck You, Fuck Me, if there is a god, you know I'd be his right hand fo shizzy once I die, Me and Rufus be running tings. We'd be fucking the Vatican up two times!

Oh yeah, did i forget to mention, Fuck You