Mar 21, 2003 13:11
This past week at Gulfwars i was in a foul mood. I guess mainly because I saw all these pretty women and me being who i am, am almost terrefied... I don't know how to talk to women. so i flirted... joked around using the lame pick up lines that i know. and i mean LAME. I lost my number... can i have yours?
then later my ex Girlfriend came to war... GOD she's gorgeous!
it didn't bother me that she was with another guy... the thing that really hurt me was the fact that she wouldn't take the time to speak with me... especially since i was hoping to ask her to marry me at war this year.
So I broke down and wrote her a good-bye letter. I was commended on keeping it gentleman-like, and one person was so surprised that i could be so serious. all she ever saw me as was Dufgall the goofball. so now i feel a weight has lifted from my heart and i'm working on getting my life a little straighter.
the hardest part from here on out will be learning to love myself.
Wish me luck
Yours in service,
Dufgall Breastingr Vinaldasson
Dufgall the interupter
Dufgall the GoofBall