twenty-five
okay, time for an actual update. we have a lot to cover, so get comfortable.
first, let's talk about my birthday. i had an incredible, life-changing day with howie d, and all i can say about that is between the two of us, we broke about a dozen laws and world records. also, nicole bought me a car. a car! a cute one that goes fast! now i don't need to sleep with my geezer neighbor!! seriously, the two of them are amazing, and i love them more than the rest of you guys combined, no offense!
i've been on tour with the pussycat dolls for a while becase nic is wonderful and amazing. it's been a long, long time since i've been able to party like a rock star. it's really kind of great being part of the entourage. i get all the perks but none of the hatemail! and oh yeah, i don't have to do a job! i don't get paid, though, and that kind of sucks, but did i mention that i get to party like a rock star?
actually, it was being around pcd that really made me take stock of my own life. it's really, really fun to hang around and be part of the crowd, but if i'm honest with myself, i'm not going to be happy until i'm the one on the stage. i was born to be a star, i know i was, and i'm not giving up on that yet. i'm done with orlando. i've lived here twelve years, and i've made so many connections and had so many great opportunities, and i don't think there's anything left in this town for me. so i'm moving to vegas. home of the original pussycat dolls. i think there are a lot of opportunities there for someone looking to get into entertaining, and hopefully there are a few where i can keep my clothes on.
i'm scared. terrified, actually. i'm getting older, and my life still isn't where i want it to be, and i'm scared that i'm going to run out of time. i'm scared i'm going to end up like nomi from showgirls. i'm scared because i don't know what's going to happen next, and there are no guarantees. but i have to do this. i have to do this, have to keep moving, have to roll with the punches and try something new.
so, i'm on my way. i'm at a hotel in memphis, tennessee. i've said goodbye to all the familiar faces and places at home, and i'm headed towards my destiny in a sexy little sportscar, and i think that maybe, just maybe, this could be the move that changes everything. i hope so, anyway.
i am eating bite size tostitos, and they would taste way better if i had some gas station style nacho cheese to dip them in. i'm just saying.
first, let's talk about my birthday. i had an incredible, life-changing day with howie d, and all i can say about that is between the two of us, we broke about a dozen laws and world records. also, nicole bought me a car. a car! a cute one that goes fast! now i don't need to sleep with my geezer neighbor!! seriously, the two of them are amazing, and i love them more than the rest of you guys combined, no offense!
i've been on tour with the pussycat dolls for a while becase nic is wonderful and amazing. it's been a long, long time since i've been able to party like a rock star. it's really kind of great being part of the entourage. i get all the perks but none of the hatemail! and oh yeah, i don't have to do a job! i don't get paid, though, and that kind of sucks, but did i mention that i get to party like a rock star?
actually, it was being around pcd that really made me take stock of my own life. it's really, really fun to hang around and be part of the crowd, but if i'm honest with myself, i'm not going to be happy until i'm the one on the stage. i was born to be a star, i know i was, and i'm not giving up on that yet. i'm done with orlando. i've lived here twelve years, and i've made so many connections and had so many great opportunities, and i don't think there's anything left in this town for me. so i'm moving to vegas. home of the original pussycat dolls. i think there are a lot of opportunities there for someone looking to get into entertaining, and hopefully there are a few where i can keep my clothes on.
i'm scared. terrified, actually. i'm getting older, and my life still isn't where i want it to be, and i'm scared that i'm going to run out of time. i'm scared i'm going to end up like nomi from showgirls. i'm scared because i don't know what's going to happen next, and there are no guarantees. but i have to do this. i have to do this, have to keep moving, have to roll with the punches and try something new.
so, i'm on my way. i'm at a hotel in memphis, tennessee. i've said goodbye to all the familiar faces and places at home, and i'm headed towards my destiny in a sexy little sportscar, and i think that maybe, just maybe, this could be the move that changes everything. i hope so, anyway.
i am eating bite size tostitos, and they would taste way better if i had some gas station style nacho cheese to dip them in. i'm just saying.