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[duderukiding]

postive things:
everything
i havent cut since feb
im content
schools almost out
summers booked
life is amazing
ive only been sad four times total this month
only cried twice
lifes good all around
im soooooo proud of myself seriously as lame as that is

bad things:
i think i might secretly been trying to win this guy over
that i cant have and it bothers me...esp because of how subconsious and unawear i am of it...oh well.