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i hate being so unsatisfied....well unpridictable. one minute im laughing the next minute im balling its like im bipolar but only because of whats going on but what IS going on because i dont even know. every rose has its thorn. it does. how can i want something soooooooooooooooooooo bad but it being near impossible to acheive what i REALLY want...everything i even want isnt what i need, why am i having such a hard time focusing, why am i getting so distracted, why is it taking me so long to do almost nothing, how can someone know something i dont even know, yet how do i know people better then they know themselves. how can i tell people how their feeling and be right how can people tell me how im feeling and be right, how can i be around the people i love but feel like im in a glass house watching the people live, walk and be happy but its like im running into the wall... but oh well ill get over it. my lovely friend justina kept me from a mistake i havent done in three weeks lastnight. go her yay