My Girlfriend

Jul 18, 2005 00:07

Yes I am giddy. Why am I so giddy? One word "Jena". I love this girl, and the crazy unbelievable part is I think she loves me back. I dunno how long we're going to last but the one thing I do know is I will forever be joyful that I met her and I got to love her. She is something else, she puts up with ALL my shit with a smile something most people in my owen family don't do. She likes to spend time with me (again something my owen family don't like to do.) She's not demanding but I wish sometime she would tell me what she wants to do or where to go.

She is caring to me and others. Her eyes..... NO COMPARISON would do her eyes justice not calling them stars in the nights sky, or green jade emeralds that shine like water at sunrise. She is very sweet even though sometimes people aren't sweet back. Anytime I need something she does what she can for me. Her smile makes my heart warm and fuzzy. Her tears make me feel like I'm not worthy of her because she shed those tears in the first place. If I was worthy all she would have would be a smile. Her stare make my knees buckle. Her skin is as soft as a baby butt (NO I'M NOT LIKE Micheal Jackson). There are times when I just look at her and I say to myself "I wish this moment would last forever."

I love her. She cares about me and worries about me. I have never had anyone outside my family care or worry about me. If I could I would sell my soul, or even my right hand so she would forever be happy. When she has to go home or I have to leave her I feel a sadness that I cannot explain. I try to do it quick say "hey hun I gtg I love you" but the car ride home or the walk back upstairs after I see her out, hurt me like nothing else. It is a feeling of emptyness and feeling that I might not see her because she well see that she deserve someone better then me. Then when the phone rings and I see "Jena" in the caller I.D. my heart skips a beat because she remembered me. All I want to say and I want to get through is that I love Jena.
ONCE MORE
I LOVE YOU JENA!!!!!
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