Nov 30, 2008 09:47
5 people i know have passed away in 2008,4 of them were a huge part of my life some for a little while, and some for my whole life. i want this year to be over. so badly.
i feel bad for everyone that was close to jesse ray. i barely knew him, but he was always very nice and open with me, we always talked everytime we saw eachother, and i would have considered him a friend..
i feel bad for my dad, he's lost a father figure and a brother figure this year, one just a little over a week ago, both of these men accepted me as family and treated me like a second daughter or grand daughter and i loved them very much.. i had never seen or heard my dad cry until last week.
in brighter, kind of, news i am going to my dad's for a while in a couple weeks. he needs me and i need a break, and we are spreading my uncle mike's ashes at sea.. it will be a sad visit, but i am glad i will be able to be there.
that's all.. writing in here is no fun really.