Feb 23, 2006 16:24
It has come to the point where I can't distinguish people and where I know them from. I glanced at a girl while walking back to my room and at first I believed her to only resemble someone I knew from Interlochen, thinking the person I saw wasn't from Calarts. Then I realized, no she does go here, she was in my literature class last semester.She has no association with Interlochen at all. Everyone has become a blur yet these two places are not the same. I am done with classes for the day and have a new episode of ER to look forward to tonight. I am not sad or upset yet, all I really want to do right now is listen to calm, fluid music while remaining out of reach. Some of it is me being tired, the rest, I don't really know. Perhaps this is an incubating stage in my week and tomorrow I will awake overflowing with inspiration. If I could lay in a field of lavender...