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im told to hold my breath and just deal with it, but the rage inside makes me want to scream. how am i suppose to shut my eyes to this? you push me til i cant be pushed anymore...wanting to walk away and just forget you. your selfish conflicting ways as a person is distastful for life. were not to be this way when you are soppose to be family. the bitterness is starting to take it's toll. if i walk now i will regret it, you will regret the same. life is to short to be this way...you dont realize that. i cant change your mind or you. make the best of what you have...you just cant when the rage is up in your throat. so i guess i'm left with leaving or hold my breath...im just going to hold my breath and wallow in this madness and insanity.