soo...
so... I have been neglecting my livejournal... :( I am sorry people... all you who read it... :D
I am pretty tired...
I am looking forward to going down to Florida in about a month for a conference for Steve... we will be there for a week right there on the Disney Resort... so hopefully we can have fun and relax some... (something we both need to do..)
but before then I have to get ahead on school stuff cuz there is this big paper due the monday after we come back (on a friday) and I really don't want to be working on the paper while I am away... so, I am going to try to get ahead... we will see how that goes...
right now I am staying up with Steve who is working on his papers for this weekend... *sigh*
I want to be more excited about things... but for some reason... I am just not... not sure why... I just feel very blah... normal and boring... :P
anyway...
I started helping with this ministry at our church called Griefshare... basically for people that have lost someone close to them within the past couple years and need a place to share and heal... it was difficult, but good the first night last week... we will see how this week goes... I could definitely see and feel God working in us and me last Thursday night... our fatigue left us until it was over... thankfully... (we and our meaning my and these two other ladies that I am helping)
school is good... I keep feeling part of me holding back... the heart part... my mind is engaged, but my heart just doesn't want to change... I keep wanting to kick it... I think I am just scared to be different... I don't want to be though...
I want to go down and visit my family this weekend but I can't... and mom will probably be mad... :P not fun... she keeps forgetting stuff everytime I call... I had to tell her the same things three days in a row... she probably still forgot... not good for her... but kind of frustrating for me/us...
so...
yeah...
I want to be in Florida already... I am really looking forward to doing nothing but sit there in the sun and read (while Steve is in the conference)... that will be so nice...
I am pretty tired...
I am looking forward to going down to Florida in about a month for a conference for Steve... we will be there for a week right there on the Disney Resort... so hopefully we can have fun and relax some... (something we both need to do..)
but before then I have to get ahead on school stuff cuz there is this big paper due the monday after we come back (on a friday) and I really don't want to be working on the paper while I am away... so, I am going to try to get ahead... we will see how that goes...
right now I am staying up with Steve who is working on his papers for this weekend... *sigh*
I want to be more excited about things... but for some reason... I am just not... not sure why... I just feel very blah... normal and boring... :P
anyway...
I started helping with this ministry at our church called Griefshare... basically for people that have lost someone close to them within the past couple years and need a place to share and heal... it was difficult, but good the first night last week... we will see how this week goes... I could definitely see and feel God working in us and me last Thursday night... our fatigue left us until it was over... thankfully... (we and our meaning my and these two other ladies that I am helping)
school is good... I keep feeling part of me holding back... the heart part... my mind is engaged, but my heart just doesn't want to change... I keep wanting to kick it... I think I am just scared to be different... I don't want to be though...
I want to go down and visit my family this weekend but I can't... and mom will probably be mad... :P not fun... she keeps forgetting stuff everytime I call... I had to tell her the same things three days in a row... she probably still forgot... not good for her... but kind of frustrating for me/us...
so...
yeah...
I want to be in Florida already... I am really looking forward to doing nothing but sit there in the sun and read (while Steve is in the conference)... that will be so nice...